I have been submissive all my life, but have only come to realize this recently. Like most submissives I searched long and hard for the perfect Mistress to take me, control me, humiliate me, and use me for Her pleasure and perhaps even for Her amusement. In July of this year I found the perfect Mistress, Mistress V, who in her gracious wisdom decided to take me on as her submissive. Words cannot express my delight and excitement at this single most important event in my life. Since taking me as her sub, She had given me regular assignments. What follows is not so much a story as an account of once such assignment. This assignment was careful and well chosen by my Mistress. She knows her sub well. Upon receiving it and reading her desire, I became immediately exited not only by what She was commanding me to do, but by the thought that I would be exposing this part of myself to her and to who ever She chose to share my account with. In her wisdom she has decided to share my account with you, dear reader. It is my sincere hope that you enjoy this story and admire the mind of the Woman behind it. I still get excited thinking about these events, as hopefully you will when reading them. As with all Her assignments, this one begins with as simple email....
sub marc
Test: Capacity
Date of Test: Sunday, July 29th
Length of Test: This test will begin upon rising and end when you go to bed for the night.
I expect you to have a 16 oz water bottle by tomorrow morning. You will keep this bottle with you at all times during the next day and drink only from this bottle. Upon rising tomorrow morning totally empty your bladder and thereafter drink at least 16 oz of water each hour. You may please Me by drinking more. Keep track of how much you have consumed each hour. In addition, My sub, you will hold all of this liquid until you feel that you will explode and then you will try to hold it even longer. Do not displease Me by letting go of all of the fluids that you will be retaining at My command too soon.
Mistress V.
Mistress,
Here is the report on my assignment drinking water. I kept a diary of my assignment and I hope that it will please you, my Mistress.
10AM. I woke up and emptied my bladder, as instructed. I am really excited to begin this assignment but also a bit scared since I don't think I can hold 16oz of water per hour for very long. However I do want to please you very badly so I am determined to try my best. I shower, shave, and dress in shorts and a tee shirt. Today is Sunday and I have nothing planed, so I will be able to focus entirely my assignment. At 10:30 I drink the first 16oz of water. I am embarrassed to confess that I am very excited to be under your control. The idea of you controlling all my bodily functions really makes me excited. I am blushing as I write this confession to you.
11AM. I start drinking my second 16 oz of water. At this point there is no need to urinate, so my worries subside slightly, although I am still apprehensive. I spread the water out over the hour finishing the last just before 11:45AM. Still no need to urinate, which surprises me.
12PM. I refill the bottle and start drinking again. At this point a sudden need to urinate hits me. My bladder is full and the need to go urgent. I try to control myself, but the need grows by the minute. I begin to think of nothing else but relieving myself. In desperation I think of ways that I can decrease the sensation in my bladder. The bottle is half full and its only 12:15PM.
It occurs to me that if I can become hard, that this will help. I log onto my computer and look for some erotica to read. I find some and start reading, but I find it increasingly difficult to concentrate. I am only half hard and the pressure in my bladder is intense. I fight the urge to go to the bathroom and pee. At this point I make a tactical decision, and I am not sure if it is correct. You have left me with no instructions regarding this, and it is too late to ask you. I know I am not allowed to cum, but I have no instructions about touching myself. I go to the bathroom and rub myself, getting myself really hard before I stop. God! I am so embarrassed telling you this but I know I must. I think about you while I am doing this. I want to suffer this discomfort for you as long as possible and I am desperate.
I go back and continue reading but quickly loose my erection. I also finish my water for the hour. By 12:45 my bladder is beyond bursting. I can't concentrate on anything and I am pacing the floor. I think of you and hope when you read these words will take some pleasure in my discomfort. This is the only thought that gives me solace. At 12:50 I can take it no longer. I am beginning to feel a bit sick, so I go and pee. It seems to take forever to empty my bladder. I hope that I have held out long enough. I am worried since I truly want to please you.
1PM. I fill the bottle but do not start drinking again until about 1:20PM. I feel much better. Just before 2PM I finish the bottle again.
2PM. I refill the bottle and take a few sips. I can feel the need to urinate coming on. I am not sure I will last the hour. I have learned from the past hours that keeping hard helps, but that without constant stimulation I will not be able to maintain an erection. I decided that perhaps it's best not to do this, since I am not sure if it will anger you or not. I know not being hard will decrease my time between peeing but hopefully I will do well enough to at least not displease you. I am embarrassed to confess again, that I am still excited my doing this. The thought of you enjoying my discomfort makes me very excited. By 2:30 I am pacing the floor. I have half a bottle of water to go and my bladder is near bursting. At 2:40 I can take it no longer. I am starting to feel queasy again and my bladder is aching. I think of rubbing myself *blush* but know this is not going to help for long and I am not sure I should be doing this anyways. At 2:45 I go pee. As before it seems to take forever to empty my bladder; I am conflicted. Physically I feel better, but I also feel bad. I want to please you and hope that I my discomfort has been enough. I return and drink the rest of the water.
3PM. Again I refill the bottle. I wait till 3:15 and start drinking more water. By 3:30 I am desperate to go. I feel so bad Mistress...like I am failing you. At 3:35 I am beyond desperate. I go to the bathroom and rub myself again till I am hard. This helps but only for a few minutes. By 3:40 I am bursting...pacing...frantic. I break down a pee again. I hope I am not displeasing you and I am very anxious about this. I am also very excited. The thought of doing this and experiencing all this physical discomfort and emotional turmoil and embarrassment has me very aroused. The thought of this pleasing you is especially exciting. On the other hand I think I am failing. The time between peeing is clearly decreasing. I guess, in part, it's the water working its way though my system. I suspected at the outset that this would be the case. By the end of the day, I fear I will be peeing every 30 minutes or so. Please forgive me Mistress.
4PM. I fill the bottle again and take a few sips. I feel my bladder filling already. It's going to be a very long hour. By 4:30 I am desperate again and I finish my water and go to pee. I have been pacing and my bladder is so full that I can almost start to feel myself dripping. I barely make it to the bathroom.
5PM. I need to pee again. I have lost all control; my bladder aches and I feel waves of discomfort accompanied by an irresistible need to urinate. It's as if I will loose control and wet myself at any second. I rush the bathroom and pee again. I feel guilty and think of you Mistress and hope that I am not displeasing you. I fill my bottle again and get diner ready. I have not eaten all day and I now realize that I may have made an error. As I eat my diner, the need to pee completely subsides, even though I am drinking my water all the time.
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