I had just turned 8 when Linda came to work for us as a live-in
sitter/housekeeper, mom had put a advertisement in the
help wanted section, Linda was the only one that would work
for the salary mom could afford. She had just moved away
from home in Washington state.
She had lived with her father and four brothers and had
the home maker for them since her mother died when she was
fourteen. She hated them, her father worked in the lumber
yard and was drunk most of the time, her two older brothers
were no help to her around the house.
The two younger brothers were a pain in the ass, and constantly
messing up the house which she was to take care of. She was
a war with them all, so as soon as she turned eighteen she
left home never to look back and to never let a male have control
of her again.
Mom had divorced my Dad a few mouths earlier and mom and
I had moved into my grandmother’s apartment building.
My mom was the Manager of the building because my grandmother
traveled a lot on business, my job was to keep the parking
lot swept up, take the trash cans to the curb and keep the
laundry room clean.
Linda had been working for mom little over a week, when
mom asked her if she wanted to make extra money clean out
an apartment unit that the family had skipped out owning
rent. The mother and daughter left almost everything they
owned behind.
Linda had finished cleaning the unit, and had kept all
the clothes in large trash bags. I had finished cleaning
the laundry room and was thirsty, I went into our apartment
were Linda was going though the bags, sorting them. I asked
her, “can I get a soda” she snapped at me “get your soda and
go to your room” not knowing what I had done.
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I did as I was told, not seeing that side of Linda before,
she had never raised her voice at me before. I laid down on
my bed trying to think what I may have done to make her snap
at me. A few minutes had passed when Linda yelling from the
living room “take off your clothes and get ready for your
bath.
Linda was only 5 foot and was about 160 pounds but was very
strong in her arms and hands. Her grip was like a vice and
she was strong enough to pick me up and throw me across the
room if she wanted to. I on the other hand was 4’ 9” about 100
pounds if that, I have a thin build and not much muscle.
I normally took my bath in the evening after dinner, but
I was hot from the work outside and did as I was told. I was
down to my under wear when Linda came into my room, she had
a angry look on her face and was carrying some of the clothes
from the trash bags and threw them on the bed.
She said, “I told you to get ready for your bath” I replied,
“I am” she grabbed me by the arm and sat down pulling across
her lap holding me down and began to spank me saying “from
now on your will do as I say, when I say, and you will not tell
anyone what happens when we are alone. As she spanked me
as hard as she could I was screaming for her to stop.
I had never been spanked by my mother or father like this,
the most I received from them was a swat on the butt, that
was all it took for me to behave. She spanked me until at one
point I passed out and came too, the whole time she continue
spanking. I was crying so hard I wasn’t making a sound. It
was hard for me to catch my breath, each blow sent me jerking
forward.
All the time she yelled, “you will do as I say, when I say,
and you will not tell anyone what happens when we are alone”
over and over again she yelled it at me. After what seemed
like a hour or more she stopped, grabbing me by the hair and
jerking my head up to make eye contact.
She asked me, “do you understand me? I was crying so hard
all I could do was shake my head yes. She said, “I did not hear
you and hit me a few more times, I screamed out, “yes I understand
you” she was still hitting me, I begged her to stop saying,
“I will do anything you say, please stop” after I said that
she stopped and helped me up to my feet.
I stood there with my underwear down around my ankles,
right in front of her, she had both of my wrists in her vice
like hands looking me in the eyes, I couldn’t look her in
the face my head hung down and still crying, tears running
down my face. She asked, “do you understand what I am telling
you”? I said in a low shaking voice, “Yes, I understand”
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How take your underwear off and follow me, it is time for
your bath, as I removed my underwear, as Linda was started
the bath water, the steam came up from the tub as I entered
the bathroom. The water had a sweet smell of roses and was
of bubbles, Linda ordered me into the tub.
The water was so hot that it made my toes turned pink “the
water is so hot” I complained, she told me to get in and stop
complaining. I slowly lower my body into the tub until I
was covered with bubbles, “now doesn’t that feel nice”
Linda asked in a smug voice. I had admit that it did feel good
all thou I did not tell her that.
After sitting there for a few minutes, she retrieved a
razor and lady shaving from the under the sink, and told
me to lift my leg and place over the side of the tub. I did as
I was told not sure what she was up to, she rub shaving cream
all over my leg and began to shave it, starting at my ankles
and working her way up to where the tub water covered the
rest of the thigh and started doing the other leg.
She stopped and handed me the razor, And told me to shave
the rest of my body like she showed me, I took the razor and
finished the other leg. She had me shave my crotch, and under
my arms, my chest, and down the crack of my ass.
I was to shave myself every other day, she would see that
I did this on a daily basis and if I missed a spot it would mean
trouble for me. After I finished shaving, she handed me
a pot scrubber and told me to scrub every inch of my body,
she wanted my skin a nice pink color.
I scrubbed my body like I was scrubbing a pot or pan, until
my skin was a pink color all over even my feet and toes. She
told to stand up so she see what kind of job I did shaving and
scrubbing my body, “not bad, now wash your hair and use conditioner
so that your hair is nice and soft.
I dried myself off with a large towel that Linda had hung
the back of the door, she told me to come back to my room. I
rapped the towel around my waist and joined her, she said,
“that’s not the way to wrap a towel around you” taking the
towel she wrapped it up under my arms and tucked it in in the
front. “That’s better, you must start acting like a young
lady.
I was stunned at her statement, and was going to say, I am
not a young lady, but thought I had better not say anything
or she might go off on me again. So I just kept my mouth shut.
She said, “from now on when we are alone just you and I, your
name is Dedra and you will dress, act, and talk like a young
lady.
“You will not tell anyone about this or I will kill you and
your mom and make it look like someone else did it, do you
understand me” I looked into her eyes and saw a deadly stair
that was as dead as I would be if I did not do what she said.
I shook my yes, but that was not good enough, “answer me”
she said, “yes” I said in a pitiful voice.
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She said, ” that as soon as your mom leaves for work (7:00am)
I was to take me bath and shave once a week, wash my hair and
put on the outfit that she will lay out for me. In the evening
before your mom comes home at (7:30pm) you will change at
7:00 back into your other clothes leaving your girls underwear
on underneath.
I am going to teach you everything you will need to know
to be a young lady, and when you make a mistake or do something
wrong you will be punished. It was like a might mare that
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